rain.

It's dark and the clouds pour out their cries
It almost is as if it were the perfect night
My mind and heart long that this might be perfect

Yet, something feels off
Though the sky roars
And the clouds cry
My heart feels quiet

A thin line between the stillness
And what happens next

The heart never wants to stop racing
The mind steadily searches and paces

How about we learn to stay
On our beds when it rains?

No matter how alone we may feel
God is always a glimpse away

Feel it before it all goes away
Look at yourself and marvel again
For God's masterpiece is like the rain

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